I'm writing based on my experiences. Whatever I thought, i really don't care. Just followed my heart, as long as i could have some kind of happiness over the tears which doesn't still go away from me. If you ask me that am I still live in my past, I'll admit it. I was still there. However if you ask me what the reasons, so pardon me i can't describe that. Cause i don't know why. That's simple right? All i knew was there weren't one prince who helped me get out from there and follow him landed just to stop over while in my smiling time.
But, that was my past. You know what! I feel something else comes slowly in my better life. Came like a blast of wind which can't be touched but can be felt it. I still doubt that blast of wind which i felt there was real or just a fiction. However, I tried to follow where they lead by continuing to feel some breaths of it to penetrated my soul.
I continued to follow some directions of that blast wind. Although I don't know whether he knew or not why i followed him quietly. I didn't hope if that wind take me to somewhere i dreamed of. Such a wonderful places, brighter than here, and very fun scenery. I wouldn't blame if the next time after, I will carried by him over to a contrast place of my wishes should be.
Maybe once in a while, I have to be careful with that wind. I can be hurt and being sick if that was a kind of bad wind. But, I could fly with him, if he was such a good wind which wanted to be a good friend with me. Of course, i don't want the bad things happen to me. I wish i can fly with that wind which followed by me. Despite I ever felt the pain because I had follow the blowing winds and I ever felt some happiness when I can fly with him.
22 Desember 2011
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