but it's OVER !

I felt a form of expression which is currently experiencing a deep pain because of YOU.First, you promised that you will help me to forget him. and you also promise that you would forget a former lover too, who once loved you like I love you now.Do you know how much I struggled to forget him for YOU!Do you see how much I cry away to throw all the memories with him to see you smile?did you just smile because I kept all of what you want? You always say that the past is a memory that we have to remember, 

but we have to throw it away if we feel all the memories that need to be discarded.and the future of one who can make us smile to face the reality that we all happend today.and the fact is with YOU!have you ever felt how difficult i refrained from replying a message from him? 

have you ever felt how sad I hold myself to not care about him? 

had you ever the experienced what I experienced?i thought, that your speech was not like the fact that you did for me.i'm sorry, if I have said something like this.because I ENOUGH with all that you promised so far.but I'm very grateful because you have been willing to fill the emptiness that my heart is fragile because of him.and I promise I wouldnt leave bits of my memories with you when my time is no longer with you.and I promise I will keep everything that you gave for me.

I PROMISE M.A.R !