19 April 2012

After all this time, I've been living with a shadow overhead. It called "dreams", "love", "yearning", "happiness", "memories", and...................... "you". 
Hey did you know? There are some secrets i wanna to talk to you. Do you like to read that? If that true, please come in to read this one between your busy time :') 


Mmmm........
By the way, Congratulation!! You win! You can replace his position. You can make me hate him. You can show me that there are so many people sincerely love me, care for me, and will do anything to make me happy. 


Yes, you did! You knew that i was trapping in my past. But you tried to seek me free from that. You knew that i couldn't seem to move on. But you teach me something and said, "Did you know how meaningful your life? You want to wasted that by your self? Please, don't be a fool one!". Therefore now i'm realize. I thought that i was starting to like everything on you!
I don't know how can i do spell my words to showing up this feeling. I ain't a poem-maker. I ain't a romantic person. And I ain't a promise-maker. But, i'm just a little girl who wants to tell you about these. All of these.


I cant lie you're on my mind. Stuck inside my head. I wanna feel you heart beat for me instead. Now, if you're not there, i wanna feel my heart beat like yesterday.
If you want me to say "i love you" for you, so i will say it. Sure, i will do anything. But, in this situation you'll never to be like that. For your information, I will say "I love you" in every time and every where i want. But, will you say this words back into me? Or.....................
Will we never be together? :|


Of course, I'll be happy if you love me back. But if you don't, please do not worrying me. I'm fine enough to face this reality. Mm, so I don't wanna hope anymore. "Hope" is the one word which always hurt me slowly, slowly, slowly, but surely. 


Least, I know what these are symptoms happen to us. 
So could we be in love? The time will answer......................................